Last night was one of those nights. Rev was off, and decided to go work out instead of staying home with me... on his night off. He was gone until almost 5 am!
Granted, he was with his best friend (who's wife is MY best friend) who is also a cop. They don't drink and aren't party-animals, so I know they were probably simply playing xbox and goofing off.
Still, I was wide awake at home. Thanks to Rev getting me on HIS sleeping schedule (argggh)!
I don't want to be one of those wives... so I feel guilty for even feeling like this.
I just want him to want to be here on his nights off. Can't he find something to do here? I don't have any problem finding more than enough work/busy stuff to keep me occupied. And it wasn't like I was sleeping... I was awake!
*sigh* Wish I had a manual right about now....